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Friday, January 15, 2010

FML!

Now, i understand what these letters stand for already. Nothing describes my current situation better than it does!
I am really particularly upset and pissed off with the facts that i have such a wonderful team!
It simply sucks when majority of the team just do the same thing which is free riding.

The worst is that you can only simply just swallow these grievances and smile at them the next time round.

What do i have to turn into such a hypocrite?
I really feel that i am parenting rather than doing teamwork!
I feel that i am the only way writing report, planning, giving idea, etc.
Why can't i just tell them to do their own stuffs?
I have no choice, i am chosen by them and i chose them.
It is definitely good to have a foresight before choosing!
The situation is like you are a volcano yet a government at the same time. You erupt and make a mess but you have to clean it up by yourself!
So what can i do?
I was rushing the report yesterday night when the teacher rejected one of our another idea.
I told them to just think of a solution while i do the 5W1H analysis and think of a solution.
I was cursing and swearing and felt indignant when i was writing the report and thinking of solution. But i really thought that they would think of a solution which is definitely less work than i do.
When i finish my 4 pages long report or 1700 words report, i am damn happy.
The best thing today is that the teacher said the content is there and approve one of my solution.
Guess what? the rest did not even think of any solutions, i really feel like telling the teacher the whole report is my effort!
Thankfully, they teacher dropped some hints and we manage to think of the next 2 solutions.
But i am doing the elaborating all the time.
Imagine you are the only one talking to the teacher and the rest beside you just say: "good", "yes", "i agree" wouldn't you be pissed off?

FUCK DOG!!!!!!!

Now i have to write my remaining report which is all the solutions,evaluation and lastly conclusion.
I simply have to stick to the fact that i will be solo-ing. So i was not really particular about it.
Now, this can not make it on that day for filming, and this can not do that, etc
I really feel like i am parenting, i have to decide and accommodate with them!
FML!!!
Why would such a thick-skinned people exist in the world?!?
Why do i have to keep up with this nonsense?
It is because i am the minority now, i just have to go along with the rest.
Not enough power to revolve!
So the end of the day, i just have to put a nice " A" on the evaluation form.
Share my credit with the rest, because they somehow took part and agree.
Smile at them and say we are fantastic!
I am disgusted at the thought but i would be doing so.
Disgusting people!
But thankfully, i have some friends which i can rants every to them.
I am really thankful for my team in my main module class. We can really work.

&' the truth hurts .

Friday, January 15, 2010

CWT

Proudly present

LLG

From left to right:Yee Khang,Aaron,Yi Hui,Guang Liang,Cwt,Jun Chai,Guo Ming

If i would to describe them,i would say perfection in flaws =)

I'm Chew Wei Tong,date of birth on 16 sept 92
Currently,school-less and jobless
Use to be studying in Mayflower secondary(2005-2008)
Proud of LLG and I'm a member of it
we may be small but quality matters more than quantity =)
I'm just an ordinary person,with extraordinary dreams.
my unrealistic plans.
I'm a gregarious person,i love to hang out with friends
i no longer "bite"=)
here my email add:cwt_weitong@hotmail.com
Don't try to engage me in complicated,brain sapping or anything i don't show interest in
if you do,pardon me for my indifference
I'm also an enigmatic person,I'm much confuse with many things
and sometime,i couldn't explain my acts.
That all~the rest is for your to find out =)

As i said i'm an ordinary person
i'm "normal" so i want what your want:money,clothes..etc
But i definitely hoped to be blessed with good health
and always have a bunch of good friends around me.

Hates

I abhore a lot of things
but its inevitable in meeting with such things.
So,i had learnt to heck care*
what you thought to be innocuous,maybe offensive to me
so mind your own acts.
I'm a silent killer,i make silent protest =X
i'm a rationalistic person,so i wouldn't jump into conclusion so quickly
so don't need to worry,i don't "bite" =)

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